10:36 p.m. 2005-12-20
The Bitch says: .....
All I want is to get along with my mother. I don't know what I've done to her to make her feel the way that she does about me.
I hate crying. I hate crying because of her... I hate admitting how much what she thinks means to me, how much what she thinks and how she feels effects me. I wish that I didn't care... My life would be so much easier if I didn't. It would be so much easier if she wasn't around. Or I wasn't around.
I wish that I could just disappear.
